Two days dy..
I slept so "early nowadays..
When my housemate wake up,
I sleep..
Yesterday 6.30am..
Today..haha..not sure yet..
Now already 5.25am..
Im still alone here..
Vf my notes..n my laptop..
This few days oso neva contact much vf him le..
Hmm..
Nt even over 10 msg..
Everytime i sms him,
The msg will be very short..
"oo..i wan to study le.."
Then he will say"ok=)u focus la..will pray for u.Add Oil ya!"
Actually im very happy tat he und tat im busy..
I thought he is reli ok vf it..
I feel peace when he snd tat to me..
Telling me to add oil n telling me tat he will pray for me..
I thought everything is ok..
But..
Just now..
He told me tat he hope tat he cn receive a longer msg frm me..
Tat will make him feel happy..
But..i said,
"U knt use to it,i dont hope tat u need this to be happy"
At that moment,
What i mean is tat i dnt hope he will want the msg to make himself happy..
I wan him to reli be happy..bt nt thru the msg..
He called me,n he is very dissapointed..
He say he want to care for me..
Y did i say tat to him..
At that moment,
I feel so sorry..
I dnt knw wat to say tat time..
Just carrying a guilty heart trying to say sorry to him..
But he is reli dissapointed..
Hmm..
But then i said sorry n explain to him tat im reli busy..
He said tat he und..
N ask me to focus on my study n then he went to slip again..
After tat,i think again..
Im reli bad,rite?
I shouldnt say tat word..
Reli hope tat he will forgive me n wont be dissapointed on me le..
need to get bck to my notes le..
Reli need to put extra efforts..
Later got audition for VOU,
Need to be the judge==
Hope to c more ppl come lu..
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!
ps:wat i cn say now is..
Sorry..
dnt dissapointed le..
loves~♥
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More sweetness for this please (:
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- Lose weight!=P
- Get over you?
- fast meat/eat more vege!
- More dress!
- Read more word of God! ♥
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- New pair of shoes & boots
- 160cm tall!=P
- more money!!
- More Jeans shorts!
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- No skipping class!
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