Came back to kampar on Monday nite n began to practice dance for upcoming event le~
Saki babe theyll already began on Monday..
Saki's leg gt "hei qing" leh~Kelian..
Then I went to gym room on Tuesday morning around 10am..
Guess v dance till wat time??
...7PM!!!*but gt rest la sure..
So
Then i hurt my leg too..
Lol..
After that went to makan vf cross V members n then went to church..
Gt some talk..
So tired n slipy tat time..
Around 11pm only go bck home..
Wah..
I cnt even feel my body le..
Go bath then go tidur dy..
Then on Wed,
Same lu..
10am again..
But till 5pm then semua pun dah nak pengsan..
HAha!
My knees oso "hei Qing" dy..
Then went to makan,then go home..
After tat go care group in church..
Wah..Tired dao...@.@
Then thurs came..
same time..but..
Im late!=P
I went there around 11.30..
Then start dance..
Charmaine babe come bck dy!^^
So have to teach her while Ling teach coco..
Then v start dance till 5pm.
Cuz gt ppl wan to use the room..
Tat day all Cross V babes came!Haha..
So the dance became complete n it looks...SEXY~XD
Bt then Charmiane n Coco still nt completely remember all steps,
But then they gt the SEXY look~^^
This time,
I hurt my bckbone..T.T
Its extremely
Then bengkak tim..
After tat they ask me rest..
So,ok lo..
I rest..
Went home n then rest lu..
Then hor!
Results out le!!
Thank God i neva fail!!XD
Altho the result is nt as wat i expected,
But then still thank God!^^
No D la..haha...
So now..
Its FRIDAY!!
WOOHOO!
Im now waiting for my fren to fetch me to kl..
HAha..
Bible conference in Kl!!
Its a church event^^
3 days 2 nite~^^
Altho my backbone still hurts but then i believe God will heal me^^
Cnt wait to go there^^
Gonna o shopping 1st!!HAHAHA
Then meet u lo!HAhaha
K la..
Go to go ger lu..
Take k everyone!!
To all that will be having midterm,JIA YOU!!!
ps:I m just myself..If u dnt like me,Get Away.I dnt even CARE
loves~♥
loves~♥
loves~♥
loves~♥
loves~♥
loves~♥
loves~♥
loves~♥
loves~♥
Im not young le.
Im 20 this year.
I knw wat m i doing.
Im lazy,
Yes,i admit.
But did u see my changes??
U didnt even try to c.
Always look at my bad side ,y dnt look at wat im good at??
Whatever you say,
I hear,
I keep quiet,DOESNT mean i dnt care,
DOESNT mean i did wrong.
It just that i dnt dare to sound out.
Did ull ever hear my opinion?
YEs,ull care me so much,
Love me so much,
Do so many things for me,
I know de..
But sometimes ull just too over le.
Wat i wan is not freedom,
Cus i knw i can have true freedom from who,
That is through God.
Wat i wan is ull to hear my opinion.
Atleast let me finish my words n think of wat i said..
Dnt say "NO" before i finish talking or even dnt hear when im talking..
It hurts me,u knw?
Everytime i try to talk to ull,
Chat vf ull,
Even tell ull wat am i facing now..
But wat ull did?
Ull straight away scold,or ignore me,
Or either stop me frm doing something.
Like someone is not a sin,rite?
Everyone will go thru all this.
I did not start the relationship because i got think bout youll.
But ull didnt do anything but say "YOU R TOO YOUNG,LIKE PEOPLE FOR WHAT?"
Ull neva like anyone during my age?
Cn u try to understand my feeling?
I knw,
Ull scared i will be hurt,
But this is not the way to protect me.
One day you have to let me go too..
I believe God will guide me..
Ull dnt believe tat?
Sometimes i just feel like keep quite,
Dnt wan to tell anything bout wat i face to anyone,
But God wan me to tell ull,cus v r family..
But wats ur response?
I admit tat sometimes im kinda naughty,
Dnt wan to hear wat u say,
But i have my reason.
Did ull knw tat when everytime i wake up,
I have to rest for 5 to 10 min b4 i fully sit up?
I will have headache if i dnt.
Ull know or not?
I dnt wan to tell ull is because i know ull sure say "ITS AN EXCUSE"
Wat cn i say then?
Sometimes i reli cnt stand..
I need you ll to support me..
I dnt need alot money,
I dnt need branded stuff,
I dnt need all of us to sit together,
Wat i need is more care.
Even if u say,"V support u" or "V love You",its enuf le..
Even a hug or a tab on my shoulder,
Its enuf le..
When i get result for exam,
The 1st thing i wan to do is wat?
I wan to tell ull.
but did u encourage me vf good words?
Wat other people say about me,
I dnt even care,
But if even ull oso dont believe me,
I feel hurt.
Ull r important to me..
Cn ull trust me?
Im trying real hard to prove to ull..
But ull seems like dont knw..
Mayb im not doin gud enuf?
The reason i write tis blog is not to complain or wat..
I just wan u to knw wat i truly feel deep in my heart..
I dare not tell u all this in face or phone..
I dare not..
I cnt imagine wat will happen..
Im sorry if i said something wrong..
But this is wat i feel..
Its nt ur wrong or wat..
Mayb im childish
i just dnt understand..
I love youll..
Youll r very important for me..
Changes?
Frens,
Did anyone tell u tat u need to change frm ur bad habit?
Did u successful to be change?
Someone told me something..
N it reli bring a great impact to me..
Altho it hurts me..
But,
Its true..
Wat he say is true..
I did not do wat i say..
I did not put effort..
I did not even try n i want to give up..
Im a coward,rite?
I reli wan to change..
Im just stuck..
Like something blocking my road to move forward..
I dnt knw wat to do..
Im struggling...
Just God knows..
I pray tat He will give me strenght n dicipline to go through all this..
I want to ask forgiveness from the Lord...
For not putting my faith in Him..
Today went to sunday service n listen to Pastor Moses sermon..
He talk about how to b a hero..
Like a tiger..
Smart,
Aware,
N neva give up..
He talk about one guy name ,
He is at first a coward..
He doubt God..
He doesnt believe in wat God can do..
But then,
God change what he thinks..
He put his faith in the Almighty God n started to believe in Him..
And God is happy.
He told this person tat he is a great warrior!
Can you believe it?
A coward to a great warrior?
Yes,
I believe it..
For i think im a coward n start to doubt God..
But thanks God tat He reminded me of His great promises to us..
"I will walk with you,My Child.For nothing is impossible through Christ"
Amen.
I want to also say sorry to "you",
I knw i have hurt u for giving u that kind of respond when u r advicing me..
But,i reli dnt knw how to respond..
Cus wat u say is reli true..
I did not put enuf effort in study..
Always facebook..
Sorry..
I knw its for my own good..
I will learn n put more effort..
Thank you for reminding me^^
In sem3,
I promise to God,my family n u tat i will put more effort in my study..
Dnt worry tat i cnt handle my time,
Please do trust on me.^^
Helo everyone~
Its been quite some time tat i neva upload my blog o..
so how is holiday?
Guess ull get alot ang pao lo..
Hahah...
Tis year i didnt get much leh..
Cuz didnt find my frens..
Y?
Cuz my cousin dnt bring me go together=(
Well,nvm lu..
Next year then..
Spend 5 days in mentakab,Pahang..
Kinda boring actually..
cus nth to do..
went to yam cha almost everyday vf my relatives..
Valentines?
Lol..single lo..so neva celebrate..haha..
Hmm...
Then went to kl..
Im still in kl now..lol..
In puchong,my aunty's house..
Went to Sunway sing k vf my mum n sis n her frens..
Haha..Ladies nite~^^
Got buffet somemore..haha..so full!
Next time upload pic..hehe..
Then yesterday went to Zanmai in Sunway vf mum n relatives~!
Its a japanese restaurant~
Meet Eu gene,elaine n her fren there..haha..
So ngam rite?
But then they left when v reach..
Today?
Hmm..now in church waiting 4 my sis..
She gt meeting..so i online lo..
Hmm..later go "Ngau Che Siu"..
They wan go mum mum wor..
Cham la..i wear till very chin chai..
Later straight away go leh!= =
Going back to Kampar on Monday!!
Miss Hope Kampar!
Miss Cross V!
Miss my B***hes!!XD
Going to be a busy week 4 me when i go bck to Kampar..
cus need to practice dance for coming event!
Come support us ya Utarian!!XD on the 4.3.2010.in herritage hall if im nt mistaken^^
Dance Fiesta~hehe..
Then practice sing for the Utar Model search..
Eheh..Dnt salah faham..
I didnt participate har..
I just perform when the judge is giving marks to the finale..
All the best to All participants!!
Aza Aza fightng!!
Utarian,come support too^^ 6.3.2010..in cafeteria~
ps:so sleepy~= =
Happy new year to all of u!!
N Happy Valentine Day!!
To all those tat dnt have bf or gf,
I believe God will bless ull the best life partner for ull!^^
To those tat have gf n bf,
may God continue to pour love n blessing unto ull^^
Im now in Mentakab,Pahang...
So boring~
Woohhooooo!!!!
Last day of exam le!!!
Cant wait it to end!!
I wan to shopping!!!
WOOHHOOOO!!!
Tmr ling come to my house accompany me..hehe^^
Now nt yet slipy.. sei mou..
Pimples all come out say hello to me la..=(
miss YOU !!
Finished 4 exams le!!
In this few days,
Nonono..is few weeks,
I neva slip more then 5 hours le..
So TIRED n EXHAUSTED!!
My eye back..
Pimples...
Backbone...
SOOOOOOO MANY PROBLEM!
I hate pimples!!
Kesian my faceT.T...
But anyway..
I reli thank God tat HE guided me to go through all this..
I reli experience Him alot~
See how great our God is..
Thank You so much!!!!
I wan to thank Tommy..
For teaching me webpage thru msn..
HAha..Reli gud teacher..
Thank you Tommy!
Dnt worry ya..
U sure cn get A !
Just believe yourself!
Believe it n then u will surely get it~!
U did a great Job ya!^^
Two more papers to go n im FREE!!!!
I wan to go shopping after exam!!
Wan to watch alot alot movie!!
Wan to slip more!!XD
ps:raising a pig is reli easy..bt..not all pig is easy to take k..XD
Firstly want to thank Karen aka roommate aka housemate aka sis aka shephard for giving me the choc!Like it so much!^^
The marketing paper is so HARD!!
Not to forget..thank you to the pig!
Hover here for tagboard!
Family
lovely mummy,cute sisters,handsome brother n daddy!
Girlfriends
is what she adores most.
They are her SuperGirlf.
ChocS
Cadburry ChoC makes her Hapie n CraZy!
(they're way too delicious!)
SinGing..
are part of her favourites.
PillOw tAlK
with her girlfriends are times when they
can crap together.
Camwhoring
When she's out with her Supergirlfs or
when she has nothing to do at home.
him♥
someone tat God had plan 4 her^^
Church~
have the beloved families in Christ of hers.
Jesus Christ
He's of course, whom i love.
More sweetness for this please (:
Jesus, i love you~
- Lose weight!=P
- Get over you?
- fast meat/eat more vege!
- More dress!
- Read more word of God! ♥
- Shopping!
- New pair of shoes & boots
- 160cm tall!=P
- more money!!
- More Jeans shorts!
- be vf my prince tat God had plan for me♥^^
- Study!
- No skipping class!
- More ♥!
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jie♥
Pig♥
Crossv♥
louee♥
mh♥
dominicque♥
elaine♥
kys♥
ling♥
daddy♥
char char♥
huixin♥
tommy♥
daphnee♥
Vri♥
Felicia♥
MAndy♥
Tennee♥
Thomas♥
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