Im not young le.
Im 20 this year.
I knw wat m i doing.
Im lazy,
Yes,i admit.
But did u see my changes??
U didnt even try to c.
Always look at my bad side ,y dnt look at wat im good at??
Whatever you say,
I hear,
I keep quiet,DOESNT mean i dnt care,
DOESNT mean i did wrong.
It just that i dnt dare to sound out.
Did ull ever hear my opinion?
YEs,ull care me so much,
Love me so much,
Do so many things for me,
I know de..
But sometimes ull just too over le.
Wat i wan is not freedom,
Cus i knw i can have true freedom from who,
That is through God.
Wat i wan is ull to hear my opinion.
Atleast let me finish my words n think of wat i said..
Dnt say "NO" before i finish talking or even dnt hear when im talking..
It hurts me,u knw?
Everytime i try to talk to ull,
Chat vf ull,
Even tell ull wat am i facing now..
But wat ull did?
Ull straight away scold,or ignore me,
Or either stop me frm doing something.
Like someone is not a sin,rite?
Everyone will go thru all this.
I did not start the relationship because i got think bout youll.
But ull didnt do anything but say "YOU R TOO YOUNG,LIKE PEOPLE FOR WHAT?"
Ull neva like anyone during my age?
Cn u try to understand my feeling?
I knw,
Ull scared i will be hurt,
But this is not the way to protect me.
One day you have to let me go too..
I believe God will guide me..
Ull dnt believe tat?
Sometimes i just feel like keep quite,
Dnt wan to tell anything bout wat i face to anyone,
But God wan me to tell ull,cus v r family..
But wats ur response?
I admit tat sometimes im kinda naughty,
Dnt wan to hear wat u say,
But i have my reason.
Did ull knw tat when everytime i wake up,
I have to rest for 5 to 10 min b4 i fully sit up?
I will have headache if i dnt.
Ull know or not?
I dnt wan to tell ull is because i know ull sure say "ITS AN EXCUSE"
Wat cn i say then?
Sometimes i reli cnt stand..
I need you ll to support me..
I dnt need
I dnt need
I dnt need all of us to sit together,
Wat i need is more care.
Even if u say,"V support u" or "V love You",its enuf le..
Even a hug or a tab on my shoulder,
Its enuf le..
When i get result for exam,
The 1st thing i wan to do is wat?
I wan to tell ull.
but did u encourage me vf good words?
Wat other people say about me,
I dnt even care,
But if even ull oso dont believe me,
I feel hurt.
Ull r important to me..
Cn ull trust me?
Im trying real hard to prove to ull..
But ull seems like dont knw..
Mayb im not doin gud enuf?
The reason i write tis blog is not to complain or wat..
I just wan u to knw wat i truly feel deep in my heart..
I dare not tell u all this in face or phone..
I dare not..
I cnt imagine wat will happen..
Im sorry if i said something wrong..
But this is wat i feel..
Its nt ur wrong or wat..
Mayb im childish
i just dnt understand..
I love youll..
Youll r very important for me..
loves~♥
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Family
lovely mummy,cute sisters,handsome brother n daddy!
Girlfriends
is what she adores most.
They are her SuperGirlf.
ChocS
Cadburry ChoC makes her Hapie n CraZy!
(they're way too delicious!)
SinGing..
are part of her favourites.
PillOw tAlK
with her girlfriends are times when they
can crap together.
Camwhoring
When she's out with her Supergirlfs or
when she has nothing to do at home.
him♥
someone tat God had plan 4 her^^
Church~
have the beloved families in Christ of hers.
Jesus Christ
He's of course, whom i love.
More sweetness for this please (:
Jesus, i love you~
- Lose weight!=P
- Get over you?
- fast meat/eat more vege!
- More dress!
- Read more word of God! ♥
- Shopping!
- New pair of shoes & boots
- 160cm tall!=P
- more money!!
- More Jeans shorts!
- be vf my prince tat God had plan for me♥^^
- Study!
- No skipping class!
- More ♥!
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Thomas♥
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