YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Exam end lu!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Foundation End Lu!!!!!!!!!!!!!(HOPE WONT FAIL!!)
YEah!!!!!!!!
I want to sleep till gao gao!!
Want to watch alot movie!!!
Want to dance!!
Want to sing!!!
YEAHHHHHH!!!!
Today u come back lu^^
Wohhoo!!
All the best to all that still having exam and those that gonna start exam soon!God bless!!^^
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Yesterday is the 1st paper!
Watever i do,
I dont know u like or not.
When u dont like,
U tell me..
I tell u the reason,but you just keep quiet..
Then i oso dnt know wat to say le.
Why leh..
What should i do??
How to know wat u think leh??
I dont know.
I know its for my own good.
But i know wat im doing.
I just need something to keep me awake.
Telling me tat im not the only tat r awake.
Like tat only ma.
Fine.Watever
After a week of study week..
Tmr is the day for me to take the 1st paper..
Social psychology..
Not as easy as i think..
Gotto give my very best to God,my family,u n myself..
I want to prove to my family that im not wasting their money..^^
This sem exam not same like past 2 sem..
This sem dring study week,
Someone special is there to support me.^^
This makes me more motivated to study..
(*u didnt make me lost focus ok..)
This sem got maths..
The subject im weak at..
But i thank God for Eu gene,Yun lai and ah hee for teaching me..^^
Tq for their patience toward me^^
I will try my best to give the best during exam^^
Wish me all the best~
And all the best to all of u tat are taking exam oso~
ps:thank you for being by my side~appreciate it so much!*hugs
Im reli thankful for all the things that happen..
Even the bad one..
Cuz that is how i learn something new..
Learn to grow up..
Mayb sometimes v will ask,"why does this happen to me??"
But then,
When v think back,
It actually helps us alot..
Help us to understand more..
N there v learn n grow mature..
I do appreciate every moment that i go thru..
Everything that happen to me..
Recently i saw some videos of how guy propose to their love ones..
They r so creative..
Everytime i watch those videos,
I'm touch by it..
I can c how happy the girl is..
Is this consider as true love?
As when u fall in love to a person,
When u want to commit to this person and start a relationship..
A serious relationship..
Then u tend to think of alot things..
Alot ways trying to make ur love one to be happy..
Trying to give them the best..
Trying to make them love u as how u love them..
I guess its real that LOVE can really change a person..
Change a person's attitude,behavior and more n more..
From the bad to gud..
Love can really give joy to people..
Eventho sometimes LOVE does hurt people to..
But,it is not LOVE's fault..it is us..
Its either v make sacrifition or not..
Its either v commit to the relationship or not..
N is either u really love the person or not..
Nowadays almost everyone is seeking for LOVE..
The true LOVE..
A person that really LOVE u..
But..did u ever ask urself,
"M i ready for this?
If i found this person,
M i able to take care of him/her?"
All this questions..
I had ask myself too..
Im still in the process of learning^^
Learning to be patient..
Learning on how to take k of people arond me n myself so that i can take k of "him" in future..
Learning to have more understanding towards people..
Learning on how to cook..*cut carrot=P
Learning on how to encourage but not discourage people..
Wow..lots more to learn..
This is how we change rite?
Do u agree vf me that love can really change someone?
Friends,
Mayb u already have ur partner..
Do treasure it..
Think before u do something..
If u really love him/her,
Surely u will willingly to change rite?
from ur bad attitude to gud one?
or
mayb some of u r still single..
But,dnt feel that u dont have hope..
U still have it..
Everyone have hope..
Is just that u want to believe and wait or not..
Wait for the right person to come into ur life..
N treasure that person..
Friends,
Remember,a relationship doesnt come frm one person..
It comes frm two person..
When two person come together,
They become one,and they work hard together for a bright future..^^
Just now i saw my friend post this,
And it reli caught my eyes and i do agree with wat she said..
"No relationship is easy, but when it gets tough don’t give up, but persevere and work through the issues. Learn to listen, be willing to change, and be willing to do whatever it takes however hard it is to work out for the better!"
I believe that all of us is still in the process of learning..
Lets learn the gud one..not bad one..To live a gud life..
ps:remember,be creative ya..^^
U dont even know how much i want to be with you..
How much i wan people to know that you are mine..
Why?why you say till as if as i dont wan..
U dont know..U dont know wat i feel..
Even if i tell u..
U say u understand..
But no..
Wat u say is different from wat u say..
Why cant you just believe me?
I talk to my fren..
Just fren..
Care for them only..
But yet,
Because of all this,
We argue..
Is it worth?
Y let all this to make us argue?
To polute our relationship..?
Why cant you believe in me?
U say u believe,But did u REALLY believe?
Im not complaining or wat..
Just want u to know..
Please,believe..
I know that wat u experience brings u bad memory..
But..How can u take it in me..
Its not fair..
U say im special..
Do u reli mean it?
Ive tried to be the one u wan..
But..
Im tired..
Im getting tired..
I realise tat..
I cnt fulfill wat u wan..
But oni God can..
Im just human..
I hope that u can accept me as who m i..
I really hope..
Really hope that v can move on..
I know now u feel no secure because we are not together..
But..y cnt wait?
Im oso suffer..
But i believe v can go through all this by God's strenght..
Lets serve Him 1st..K?
We wont know wat will happen next..
I dnt knw wat will happen in future..
But lets believe tat something gud will happen,k?
I pray and pray that u will be the one..
Hopw you will get well soon..
Today,Im gonna testify God’s goodness to youll about my life for the past 7 years and how God change my life that makes me put faith in Him.For your info again,im 20 this year.My parents divorce when im only 5 years old.
My mum,bringing my sisters,brother and i myself,we stayed in my aunty’s house and start our new life.When im 8,my mum went to sabah.From 8 to 16 years old,I never stay with my family member.just with my aunty.At the age of 13,my mum went to Japan and i never had a chance to meet my mum for 2 years.W only can talk on phone..That time I feel so blur,because I don’t know anything about things happen around me.I start to grow up day by day,staying with relatives.I feel myself being leftout.I feel that my family don’t want me anymore, kicking me here and there.from mentakab to kl,frm kl to mentakab again.I start to have hatress..
I start to doubt God.I scolded God because He gave me this kind of life.Why do people have family with them but not me..??This cause me to seek love from guys.I thought I will get love from them.But I was wrong.Im totally hopeless.My life in secondary school is totally ruin.But then,God found me in the year of 2003,(im 13),He bring me back to Him.But still, I did not go to church,because I think its boring.I did pray in home.But everytime I pray,I cried and scolded God.I ask Him why will He give me this kind of life?But everytime,I make the same prayer,I say “God,please give me my family back together again.I want to stay with them,I don’t care whether they Iove each other or not,I just want them to stay with me.”I have selfishness,hatress,jealousy and unforgiveness in my heart.Because I think that no one loves me.My friend cheated on me,my cousins bully me.I became rebellious in school.Bully people,say voulger words,argue with teacher,and evem ponteng school.My life continue on like this untill im 17.I shifted back to ipoh and stay with my mum.And there is the turning point of my life.
I start to join Hope Ipoh,because my mum brought me there.At first,I dnt really feel commiting into the church.I just go because of my mum.But then,God really talk to me a lot,through sermon,people around me and etc.He told me that He never give up on me before.He bring me through all this.I never walk alone..
All the time when I pray to Him,He did comfort me.( i sleep well after that)He did also answered my prayer,im staying with my mum now!Altho not my whole family but then atleast Im staying with my mummy^^He changes my life..My attitudes towards people.. I learn to forgive people that have hurt me.I learn to love people,care people and share my testimony to people around me.Using the testimony about my life..I remember that my friends said that they see the changes in me too.I became friendly.^^
Friends,God had awaken me.For I had been blinded for so many years,but now I see.For im once lost but now im found.He found me and He never forsken me.All this things that ive gone through build up my trust in Him.For I know that there are someone that I can refer to whenever I face problem,and He is our heavenly Father.
Friends,I want to take this opportunity to encourage all of you to put faith in God.Mayb some of think that God didn’t hear your prayer,but I can tell you that,He did.What you need is just a simple faith.For if you believe,you will see miracles..
Im gonna end this with a bible verse,my favourite verse that keep me on,
Proverbs 3:5-6,"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and not lean on your own understanding.In all your ways,acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight."
Amen
Sometimes its not that i dont care..
I dont say it out doesnt mean i dont care..
Im also a human..
Im also a girl..
I have feelings..
When i heard what u said,
I know where is ur heart,
But then,
Somehow i will feel uneasy..
As like wat u always tell me,
Telling me that u dont feel gud when i attract people attention..
But i want you to know..
Know where my heart is..
Do you understand now?
The feeling when i tell you my true feelings.?
All the days,
Im in the process of learning..
Learning on how to care for people more..
Show love to people..
Forgive people that have hurt me..
And now..
I start to learn to be patient..
Everytime when you tell me how frutrated you are,
U dont even know how hurt am i..
How sad m i..
How i feel about myself..
I cant help you much,
But to only borrow my ears to u..
As i always tell u..
I can pray for you..
I just hope that u will understand..
What you feel is wat i feel..
And God knows it..
He knows everything..
I just need ur understanding towards me also..
Sometimes i will also feel tired..
I will also want to say out wat i feel..
But,i think of your feelings too..
Thats y i didnt say it out because I dont want to argue..
I dont know what will happen in the future..
What i can do is to pray hard..
Pray that God will help us thru all this days..
Pray that HE will guide us..
And pray that God will help u in things u r facing..
You always than me for being so tolerate and for being understanding..
But i tell u..
Dont thank me..Thank God..^^
For HE is the one that teach me all this..
And i hope that u will also learn from Him..^^
Learn together,k?
Let's shine for J.C.(Jesus Christ)^^
There's a song that's inside of my soul..
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again..
I'm awake in the infinate cold..
But you sing to me over and over and over again..
So,I lay my head back down..
And I lift my hands and pray..
to be only yours I pray..
To be only yours..
I know now youre my only hope..
Sing to me the songs of the stars..
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again..
When it feels like my dreams are so far..
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again..
So,I lay my head back down..
And I lift my hands and pray..
To be only yours I pray..
To be only yours..
I know now your my only hope..
I give you my destiny..
Im giving you all of me..
I want your symphony..
Singing in all that I am..
At the top of my lungs..
I'm giving it back..
So,I lay my head back down..
And i lift my hands and pray..
To be only yours i pray..
To b only yours..
I know now your my only hope...
My only hope...
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I believe that He will answer my prayer one day..
Or maybe..He already answered..
So fast..
April dy lu..
And its already almost a year im in utar..
So so fast..
Last time when im in pahang,
I wished tat the time faster past so that i can go out to the world..
But now..
I wish tat the time can stop..
So tat i cn rest..
Sometimes time past too fast until i cnt even breath..
But then,
I thank God tat He pushed me when i want to stop..
He didnt not let me give up..
He pushes me on..Leading me through the days,.
The hard times..
Sad times..
N now,
I c myself in university..^^
Last time thought tat i will not be able to futher my study..
Well,obviously,Im wrong!
God reli bless me alot..
I thought i will be like those teenagers,
Getting married in young age..
But then,I didnt^^
I prove to the people tat look down on me tat they r wrong..
Im not tat weak..
Im not tat stupid as how they think..
I have my God!^^
Im reli happy vf wat im going through..
Altho there r problems sometimes..
In studies..
In relationship..
In serving..
But He did not give up on me..
N tats y,
Im still standing till now..^^
Thank God for my family..
For loving me..
providing me things i need..
Thank God for a bunch of Babes around me..
Helping me when i need them..
N Thank God for a "pig"..
For cheering me up when im down..hehe..
Thank God for everything!^^
Jealousy..Wat do u guys think bout this?
Well..
I hate jealousy..
It makes us argue..
Makes things go wrong..
I reli dnt like it..
I knw..
U feel jealous cuz u care tat person..
But sometimes..u need the trust..
U say u love her/him?
But yet u jealous because she/he had a conversation vf her/his fren?
Yes..being jealous is not wrong..but sometimes,u gotto control oso..
Sometimes i just dont understand..
When i get jealous,
People will tell me tat i shouldnt..
Because i should knw tat his heart is in me..not others..
So i control..
But yet..
People cn get jealous..
Y must control my life leh..
Its my life..i just hope to make frens only..
Not to harm someone or wat..
Y...y cnt i just be myself..
I hate jealousy
So fast rite?
ITS ALREADY WEEK 5!
I still haven start study!OMG!
Reli need to start le...
Expecially maths!!!
Oh god..pls give me wisdom on how to do..
Btw,me,saki n charmaine was planning to go kl n melacca for holiday!
1 month holiday eh..
haha!but dnt knw mummy let or not...
Hope she will let le...
Reli hope tat i cn score well in 3rd quiz..
its reli important for me..
Im super duper HEALTHY~!^^
ps: take k of urself..will pray tat God will heal u completely ya..^^make sure u r healthy a..
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Family
lovely mummy,cute sisters,handsome brother n daddy!
Girlfriends
is what she adores most.
They are her SuperGirlf.
ChocS
Cadburry ChoC makes her Hapie n CraZy!
(they're way too delicious!)
SinGing..
are part of her favourites.
PillOw tAlK
with her girlfriends are times when they
can crap together.
Camwhoring
When she's out with her Supergirlfs or
when she has nothing to do at home.
him♥
someone tat God had plan 4 her^^
Church~
have the beloved families in Christ of hers.
Jesus Christ
He's of course, whom i love.
More sweetness for this please (:
Jesus, i love you~
- Lose weight!=P
- Get over you?
- fast meat/eat more vege!
- More dress!
- Read more word of God! ♥
- Shopping!
- New pair of shoes & boots
- 160cm tall!=P
- more money!!
- More Jeans shorts!
- be vf my prince tat God had plan for me♥^^
- Study!
- No skipping class!
- More ♥!
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