Today,Im gonna testify God’s goodness to youll about my life for the past 7 years and how God change my life that makes me put faith in Him.For your info again,im 20 this year.My parents divorce when im only 5 years old.
My mum,bringing my sisters,brother and i myself,we stayed in my aunty’s house and start our new life.When im 8,my mum went to sabah.From 8 to 16 years old,I never stay with my family member.just with my aunty.At the age of 13,my mum went to Japan and i never had a chance to meet my mum for 2 years.W only can talk on phone..That time I feel so blur,because I don’t know anything about things happen around me.I start to grow up day by day,staying with relatives.I feel myself being leftout.I feel that my family don’t want me anymore, kicking me here and there.from mentakab to kl,frm kl to mentakab again.I start to have hatress..
I start to doubt God.I scolded God because He gave me this kind of life.Why do people have family with them but not me..??This cause me to seek love from guys.I thought I will get love from them.But I was wrong.Im totally hopeless.My life in secondary school is totally ruin.But then,God found me in the year of 2003,(im 13),He bring me back to Him.But still, I did not go to church,because I think its boring.I did pray in home.But everytime I pray,I cried and scolded God.I ask Him why will He give me this kind of life?But everytime,I make the same prayer,I say “God,please give me my family back together again.I want to stay with them,I don’t care whether they Iove each other or not,I just want them to stay with me.”I have
I start to join Hope Ipoh,because my mum brought me there.At first,I dnt really feel commiting into the church.I just go because of my mum.But then,God really talk to me a lot,through sermon,people around me and etc.He told me that He never give up on me before.He bring me through all this.I never walk alone..
All the time when I pray to Him,He did comfort me.( i sleep well after that)He did also answered my prayer,im staying with my mum now!Altho not my whole family but then atleast Im staying with my mummy^^He changes my life..My attitudes towards people.. I learn to forgive people that have hurt me.I learn to love people,care people and share my testimony to people around me.Using the testimony about my life..I remember that my friends said that they see the changes in me too.I became friendly.^^
Friends,God had awaken me.For I had been blinded for so many years,but now I see.For im once lost but now im found.He found me and He never forsken me.All this things that ive gone through build up my trust in Him.For I know that there are someone that I can refer to whenever I face problem,and He is our heavenly Father.
Friends,I want to take this opportunity to encourage all of you to put faith in God.Mayb some of think that God didn’t hear your prayer,but I can tell you that,He did.What you need is just a simple faith.For if you believe,you will see miracles..
Im gonna end this with a bible verse,my favourite verse that keep me on,
Proverbs 3:5-6,"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and not lean on your own understanding.In all your ways,acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight."
Amen
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Family
lovely mummy,cute sisters,handsome brother n daddy!
Girlfriends
is what she adores most.
They are her SuperGirlf.
ChocS
Cadburry ChoC makes her Hapie n CraZy!
(they're way too delicious!)
SinGing..
are part of her favourites.
PillOw tAlK
with her girlfriends are times when they
can crap together.
Camwhoring
When she's out with her Supergirlfs or
when she has nothing to do at home.
him♥
someone tat God had plan 4 her^^
Church~
have the beloved families in Christ of hers.
Jesus Christ
He's of course, whom i love.
More sweetness for this please (:
Jesus, i love you~
- Lose weight!=P
- Get over you?
- fast meat/eat more vege!
- More dress!
- Read more word of God! ♥
- Shopping!
- New pair of shoes & boots
- 160cm tall!=P
- more money!!
- More Jeans shorts!
- be vf my prince tat God had plan for me♥^^
- Study!
- No skipping class!
- More ♥!
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